ketika hati berbicara~

I'm lonely, i'm hubbub, and i'm a troublemaker
I always make people hurt, i always make people cry, and then hate me
I always made a mistakes that i don't mean to be
I hurt people but i don't realize it
Why, God? What happened to me?
I've try so hard to eliminate the same mistakes
But... God, it's very hurt for me


I'm still 12 years old but i already got many troubles in my life
And it's hard to solve it...
Why did you give me this trial? What for? I don't get it, my glory God...
I already hold my tears, EVERYDAY
But, i can't hold it anymore today...
I want to be calm, i want to be happy again, i want to live this life well
God... These troubles make me afraid of tomorrow
I don't want to make people hurt, just because of me, again!
God, please help me... I really, really, need you now
i just want... People to understand my feeling...
And i just want... To understand this life, why i was born this way...




<3, Diva'sheartmouth